I really should have researched my professors more this semester. I had a teacher yesterday that ran the class like a drill sargent. He talked about lincoln for about 45 minutes and he had NO idea what he was talking about. He was saying the whole time that He came up with the Emancipation Proclamation simply to end slavery, period, which most ( Read more... )

Neverwinter nights 2 has an expansion coming out this fall. Although i didnt really like it all that much ,mostly due to the resourse taxing engine they made for it, Im exited to hear that it will be taking place in Rashaman and Thay. These are the least visited areas in the forgoten realms seting as far as videogames go. Its always been either A. ( Read more... )

having not played world of warcraft for about two months has kept me in the dark about something. Apparently a new expansion has been announced and to my surprise Blizzard has answered my ultimatum about the game. I said if they didnt have at least one new class in the next expansion that i would not get it and (not that it maters) their laziness ( Read more... )

Two days ago I saw Harry Potter 5 and lets just say I lost even more faith in the in the idea of making a movie out of a book. Many people would disagree with me but I thought LOTR was the only good adaptation of a fantasy book into a movie. To be honest there's really only one fantasy series that I dont want anyone to touch. correction i dont want ( Read more... )

I can only guess why but right now I am indescribably angry and just overall irritable. Hell even not hitting the right key on my keyboard makes me angry. I dont think i have a legitimate reason other than the mental state that i already mentioned a couple lj entries ago. (yes im sill crazy) I dont know why but rather than being anxious and ( Read more... )

This past week has been a constant battle against anxiety and overall craziness. theres one thing i have noticed. even though using klonapin once in a while is really nice and kinda fun. Being constantly high (and still a bit anxious) kinda sucks. Maybe its because the anxiety kills your high but you still feel like a moron and you can focus on ( Read more... )

So for the last couple of days i have been looking for a therapist. My Psychiatrist has been wanting me to get one for like 3 years now. Although i was never reluctant to go to therapy I have had some bad luck. I stopped seeing my old therapist right before high school ended and then the next 3 years it went fairly poorly as far as finding a new ( Read more... )

I Don't know if anyone reads this anymore. Seems like alot of people who used to post on lj all the time don't anymore. I know i have a bad habit of making posts that are about how bad i'm feeling. Generally its because i tend to post when i'm down and not when i'm feeling fine. Sadly this post is no different. My doctor is changing my meds and i ( Read more... )

For the first time in my life I have heartburn. I dont know why or how it happened but between not having much to eat today, 3 beers, and my medicine (same medicine that has the tendency of making me nauseous) I have heartburn and i cant sleep because of it.

Its been a while since i posted but i figured what the hell. I have been in a weird mood again. I guess Im bored and I find pretty much everything around the house boring as well, so i dont do much. I found my old Mechwarrior 4 CDs and it seemed to work at first but then it stopped. I couldnt find a patch or crack to make it work. I think il still ( Read more... )