hello everyone. Sorry for the dissapearence ( Read more... )

im sorry i dissapeared for awhile. my anxiety has left me restless and i can hardly stand still. everytime i approached the computer i would sit down and auotmatically get up again just b/c i cant stand to sit. I feel like i have so much to get done and even when i know that i cant do something right then, b/c of no car or whatever, i just pace ( Read more... )

weightloss so slow, I am trying to stop purging (i think its because my dad is out of the country so me happy for the past two days) but I did do 7 miles jog and a walk over that...and I still feel it wasnt enough....Its 3 AM now, and I hate that I am up, but I went to bed at 10 pm and now me up bc I am bored (while sleeping, lool) and I feel bad ( Read more... )

Oh yes I did...here

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so i seriously though yesterday was thurday...i know i posted yesterday saying i was starting tomorrow but somehow my brain flipped and it was thursday and i was fasting. oh well...so im on day 2 of my fasting. I had some bad cravings last night and couldnt sleep....but wehn i finally got to sleep and woke up the craving were gone and the scale ( Read more... )

I've been having heart palpatations and I figure I should probably get into better cadio shape (and keep weight off too). What do you ladies do as your cario workouts? Running isn't good for my anymore because I have bad knees which sucks...anything with alot of leg bending actually. Do you think that walking can get me into shape or is walking ( Read more... )

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Hey...Here is something funny, anyone notice that the thinner you get the fatter you feel!!??!! THe thinner the less confident ( Read more... )

We're all nuts...the fucking media has really brought us women back down. Sure we have the right to vote, but how free are we really? We are not equal to men, we are slaves to "beauty" and fashion. Our worth is measured by our looks ( Read more... )

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