I have gained my ground once more and roped in myself before I floated off too far. Everything is basically fine now, we have worked through our differences and began forging ahead again. I graduate soon, 2 weeks until classes are over then finals and finally it is over. I have a job at least, helping with Bird Population surveys working for the ( Read more... )

You ever really not care anymore? That is the point where I am at right now with things. Not anything in my career just with some things I used to enjoy. I just really don't care anymore and I can't articulate this to my future spouse at all. The apathy has taken hold and I don't even care that she knows...maybe not even wanting her to know. This ( Read more... )

The week of Spring Break has began and I have already spent two days screwing around. I need to resist the temptation and actually get some work done this week though. With the pressures of school gone, I can focus on getting papers and such done...if I can resist the temptation to procrastinate. Even with no school, I have a lot of stuff planned ( Read more... )

The cloud of graduation looms on the horizon, a time in my life that I thought I would be looking forward to as I break out into my career but now, the cloud has gone dark and stormy as the uncertaintity of my future beckons. As the time ticks by and the longer I don't have a job in my field or a an acceptance into graduate school, my anxiety grows ( Read more... )

as I thought it would. She emailed me Monday saying that my references hadn't responded and that if they hadn't by the end of the week, she would make up her mind regardless of whether they responded. I emailed her saying that I know two had sent theirs and we were awaiting a third and she did find them but once that statement was uttered I knew it ( Read more... )

Went with a buddy yesterday to go hiking at Hawk Mountain, a sanctuary about an hour and a half away from my apartment that serves as a protection of migratory bird pathways and a local hiking spot. It was tough, we started on a medium difficulty trail went to a hard trail without knowing it and then wound up on the most difficult trail where it ( Read more... )

Yeah, it has been quite a while since I last wrote in the journal. Truthfully, I haven't found anything worth while to really write about and part is also a touch of laziness. My final semester has began as I scramble to prepare for the future of being a post-graduate in this world. So how has that been going ( Read more... )

My two biggest fears represented in song...lets see if you guys get these:

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The next song because embedding was disabled, is just by link:
ttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SXNW-L9kFi4

It seems in the rush to get my life together, I am no longer as much of a fighter as I used to be. I still read a lot of communities that I am apart of but generally, I no longer post. A lot of drama has happened in one, but other than that I have been content to just read and not really participate even in discussion which I have an opinion about ( Read more... )

I am sitting here reading a book that I need to do chapter summaries for Ornithology as well as watching Survivorman. Watching this show just reminds me how much I want to get into doing outdoor activities like hunting, fishing, camping, and hiking once I am done school and actually will have extra money to do this kind of thing. Not having money ( Read more... )