We are kind of, sort of, some what settling into the new place. Its been one month. It's time for pictures.

NOW IS THE TIME
GET ON THE RIGHT (LEFT) SIDE
AND YOU'LL BE GODLIKE

( Bow down! )

I see a river ( Read more... )

I bitch because they don't wash their dishes and they shit and fart like animals but living with two 19 year old boys has its advantages. There is no shortage of comic relief ( Read more... )

Its Tuesday night and I wished my weekend away now here I am ( Read more... )

I got fired this morning. My boss told me not to use that term, firing is a disciplinary action, I was "let go". He can't afford to pay me anymore and the three paychecks he does owe me he said he will get to me in as timely a manner as possible. What the fuck is that supposed to mean? I looked at apartments and houses all fucking weekend. My dad ( Read more... )

It was kind of nice to have this regular weekday off, especially since Mondays are generally shitty at work anyway. I wish I had more motivation; actually I’ve got a skull full of motivation and no energy to put any of it into motion. I needed to go to the grocery store so I could make food, good food. If I continue to eat the shit I am eating I’ll ( Read more... )

( I was angry when I met you
I think I'm angry still
We can try to talk it over
If you say you'll help me out

I'm sorry that I hurt you
Please don't ask me why
I want to see you happy
I want to see you shine

Don't worry baby, no need to fight
Don't worry baby, we'll be alright )

I know there are 6 billion or so other fish in the sea, at least a million for me to pick from but I just want to keep my one fish.I don't care if he thinks we were destined to fail because he believes all things happen for a reason. I tore a tiny little hole in the wall between two of the chambers in my heart for this fish, I wouldn't do that for ( Read more... )

If I could just get back to feeling like I had a purpose…it would be a huge step. I have worked my ass off all week, all alone. All of my support counter parts are on vacation and its been a long planned vacation so even though they picked the worst time to leave me I must not hold it against them. I will say Thursday can’t get here soon enough. I ( Read more... )

Softening up was no good for me its only made me that much easier to injure. You think you are becoming a better person for the world and you end up feeding yourself to cancer. Today...well today is not a good day, it is one of those days I would have liked to skip waking for and the fact that I can say that before 9AM makes me a very sullen girl. ( Read more... )