As much as I want to pee, I can't because something is going on in my bathroom. St Clairsville sucks, but the people are crazy enough to make up for it ( Read more... )

Rough terrain ahead... this is the story of my life at this moment. I have been quite the downer the last few days, maybe even weeks, they have all bled together into one huge clump of shittyness. I think there is a general feeling of malaise encompassing my circle of friends for some reason, and it is not healthy. Work has been rough. Life has ( Read more... )

Life always throws those curveballs at you just when you are looking for the change or fastball. You think things are so straight and narrow, but in fact everything can change within a second. Life fucks with you just to get off. It doesn't care about the cuddling and your feelings. It wants what it wants, gets it, and leave a fiver at the end of ( Read more... )

Life has changed, as it always does, and I find myself in a spot that is good for what its worth. I haven't been sitting around playing video games all day wasting time. I find myself managing time and completing tasks, and as far as recreation is concerned, I have turned to a lot more reading now. Odd I know, but i need to start doing it more. It ( Read more... )

Why now, more than ever, does it seem like I am immature? Why do I feel like I acted more responsible 5 years ago? Is it because I am now in the routine of adult life, and I finally feel comfortable, or is it just that I am finally opening up a little more to those around me because I can finally relate ( Read more... )

So Father's day is here, and that in the minds of the service industry means it is a day from hell, and for me, it is the same on a personal level. People celebrating their love from their father, but for me it is not so sweet. The melancholy feeling of growing up without a father is something that is very hard to explain, and the impact it has ( Read more... )

It is unworldly how much my life has changed within the last month. Looking back on it now, it is pretty much changed completely, and that is a good thing. My moods are up, though the loss of time has been a downer. Let me explain, I suppose.

My life used to consist of waking up in the morning and really not doing anything at all. I would sit ( Read more... )

Returned from WV yesterday, hence the hiatus from any sort of activity here in my wonderful LJ, because there in the boonies, I did not have internet access. That is until I buy myself a laptop, which if I continue with the computer tech/POSi trainer position, I will need. I felt disconnected from home. I didn't have a chance to check my email or ( Read more... )

So I read Ilog's Blog, and he mentioned one line about blank pages, and well I felt inspired to write something. I kinda feel poetic tonight, so I am going to give it a try; angst and alcohol free.
Page after page, blank,
absolutely nothing to say
Truth be told, this is my life
Bleek, empty, yet full of rage.

Awaken in the morn by nothing
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Damn is Kizina's voice soothing! Not to be gay or anything, but listening to his radio show is so relaxing and chill, and all in all, kinda puts me in the mood. But not in the gay way. Completly hetero!  To be exact, the combination of Kizina's voice, the music he plays, and the tasty libations makes me quite horny. Don't spread that too far around ( Read more... )