This entry should not be read by ANYONE with a pre-conceived notion of how I speak or what is OK for me! ( Read more... )

( Thoughts on my OD, w/ some reference to SI )

I had a horrible dream. Possible triggers.
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Alright, I'm not sure if this is going to piss people off or not, considering how the community info said 'girls-chicks-females', and I am not. I saw another man post here, and someone said it was ok? So I hope this alright, if not feel free to delete this and I'll leave. I just liked the community set-up feel a lot better than most communities of ( Read more... )

i haven't been arround - and don't see myself being arround for a little while longer.. i am very very sick - physically and mentally - the chemicals in my system are really fucked right now - this leading me to stay in the bed all day/night - being sick to my stomach - not eating - not checking email/phone calls - doing anything responsible what ( Read more... )

For those of you with therapists/psychologists, how do you think you should go about finding one? Obviously online you can find hundreds of them in your town, but how do you pick one person to keep going back to? Where do you start? Do you talk to them on the phone first, or just do a few 'trial' apts ( Read more... )

( Warning...not sure what this is but yeah, you've been warned it may be triggering )

( SI, for sure, and a little bit of language )

( Just some good old anxiety and stress )

again...i find myself asking.. how is everyone? it's become rather quiet here ( Read more... )