I need help with something that has been bothering me for the longest time. Am I a bad person for not moving on? No matter how hard I try I always end up stuck on that one person. Why can I not just forget and move on like before? I mean I even like other people and want to move on, but I can't. Why does my head say its okay to move on and my heart ( Read more... )

Hey Ashley, I'm so sorry for last night. I wanted to hangout with you so much. I miss you so much. Its just I needed to be with someone else that was having a hard time. I hope you understand. I promise I'll make it up to you as soon as I can ( Read more... )

My life now sucks worst than anyones. Today my parents to me to a hospital called Ten Broeck for an evaluation. Its like a drug rehab/ mental hospital. I'm suppose to start going there after school starting on Monday. I think I'm running away this weekend! I hate my life and my parents with a passion. I haven't figured out where I'm going to go yet ( Read more... )

Today was the first day I felt happy in a long time! I really don't know why, but after a weekend full of drama I felt since I had gotten so much off my chest in my post the other day I just felt a lot better. But then between 3rd and 4th period Ashley came to me and gave me a note from Hannah. I read it and after I read it I felt like the biggest ( Read more... )

I havent posted in a long time, because lately its been the same thing over and over and I don't want to bother you guys with my problems. I went to homecomeing this weekend with Hannah. I wish I had never gone! It was so boring! All I did was stand around. Blah. Then after the dance we went to Linsey Mackells hotel party. Of course everyone was ( Read more... )

Why do I feel as though I must be loved? Lately I've been stuck in a predicament between three different girls. I've been approached by three different girls well not really all three I've been approached by two and I reconized that one of them likes me. For some reason my moron of a brain thought that I must make a choice between the three of them ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in like forever! I've either been busy catching up with old friends. Or I've been just busy. Well alot has happened. I haven't had time to hangout with some of my close friends lately, but I'm sorry. I miss you guys. There is one certain friend who means more to me than anything in the world and for some reason tell me if I'm wrong ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in a while. I've been really depressed lately. I don't really know a way to deal with it. I try to hide it most the time, but all i can ever think of is Dustin. Like the other day i was driving and i look over and theres this black Maxima beside me. It was the same year as Dustins. And i just started crying on my way to work. Then ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in a while. I've been really upset because a good friend of mine just took his own life. I'm really confused right now, but all i know is that its the little things that matter. I love my friends they're awesome.

I'm jealous of someone right now over something I never thought I would ever get jealous over. They're a pretty good friend to me and they might read this so I'm not going to say who it is or what it's about cause I don't want any drama. But I have one question. Am I a bad person for being jealous of a friend over something stupid. Like I know that ( Read more... )