She left a couple hours ago from an overnight stay. We've developed quite an emotional connection in a short time.

While she's been in the lifestyle much longer than me, she's getting back to dating for the first time since cancer. A vastly more advanced stage than Zilla's. She's still getting used to her Much Different body.

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...The Folks who CONSTANTLY speak of Conflict in their Lives--drama here, drama there, the Date that Didn't Go Right, the Family Tree that Sucks--will Have the Same Issues with you. It's only a matter of time.

It's Whom they Choose to Be. It's How they Approach the World Around them. Except, of course, it's Never Them. They're the common ( Read more... )

I've never had a woman lay close to me, look into my eyes with a dreamy smile, then kiss and kiss and squeeze and KISS and squeeze me closer and kiss me like DBT does.

I fuckin LOVE it.

You know when a woman might be really into you...?

When you somehow strangely get a nosebleed during sex (I've had persistent low-grade snots over the past few days), wad a tissue in your nostril and she Just Can't Stop Kissing You, even tho the tissue brushes her face every time she does 

So after yesterday (more on that later, nyuk nyuk) I was grinding on some overtime today. Lost track of time 'till someone donged my dinger. Almost ignored it till I thought Oh, What The Hey, glanced thru my window, opened the door and squealed--

D'awwwwwe, aren't you CYOOOOOOTE!!!

The pair of clearly forty-plus GeeHober's Rovers blinked in ( Read more... )

Minnesota's SO FECKED.

Damnit, we really needed that mother-shet-cho-mouf. Damn you, Tim. Damn you and your Perfect Unfeckable Every White Man's Dream to Vote for Story. Soldier turned Schoolteacher with that Resting Do Your Classwork Face.

He unfucked SO MANY fucked up things 'round here. He's Joe Biden to KamalaBala's Obama, with a lot less of ( Read more... )

...which is not to say I have No Friends.  But, I don't have 'Come Over twice a week' Friends/Chosen Family That I 'Spose I'd hypothetically like.  They don't seem to be forthcoming.  Seems harder to accomplish than it should be. If my Early 20s Female Asian friends are complaining too--from their college campuses, no less--I know it's Not Just Me.
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My home internet speed went to shit this morning.  Again.

Called T-Mobile for the second time in two months.  Gave the respondent a wet noodle lashing (expressed my frustrations, while acknowledging he isn't doing this to me personally).  Asked for one of the new routers with connectors for external antennae.  Reminded him they'd failed me already ( Read more... )

Yesterday I had the Best Father's Day I've had in many years. Truth is, the best ones I've had are the ones I've arranged. No one's ever done it for me.

Discovery While Writing This: Zilla may have been the only person who's ever really, Really wanted to figure out What Makes Me Happy. Didn't always hit the bullseye, and in Large Part my sadness ( Read more... )

The weekend's coming up and it's raining and--without TOO much comment--I'm going to post a rather manipulative letter shoved into my front door over the past 'holiday' season.


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