So I gave Taz his Christmas gift which he loved. And of course he would since they were his favorites - Jack Daniel’s and Bud Lite (did I spell that right... whatever). Anyways, I put a little spin on both of them - Gentlemen’s Jack (cause he could use some refinement) and a Budweiser gift basket that was comprised of a metal bucket, 2 frosted ( Read more... )

I was talking to a fellow 12-stepper yesterday evening, confessing and pouring my heart and soul out to her. Telling her my deepest, darkest secrets, mistakes and fears. So we start talking about men. She hustles them; I spoil em-give them sorry SOB’s anything they frigging want. Why? Cause I freaking love men-always have, always will. Wrong- ( Read more... )

Can I just say I'm bored shitless on my job. I don't post at home because I have no home life. So there. I post at work cause I'm bored at work and it makes me think about shit that at home I can blank out because I have so much I can do to while away my time with. I can play ancient dr. mario for hours on end. Then I can sleep after I've emptied ( Read more... )

Why is it that some people have a tendency to believe they know what's best for someone they've just met. For instance, I've been wanting to rebuild a family of friends who are nurturing, accepting, nonjudgmental and supportive since I moved to LA. I thought I may have finally found her. Except that immediately she felt a need to fix me. She thinks ( Read more... )

One thing mini-me’s don’t understand is that not too many people want to be bossed around.
So if you happen to be one of these insufferable ASSHOLES, please be forewarned…

Nobody gives a SHITMarco the Weasel - this means you ( Read more... )

Okay, it's really not new but since I had been obsessing about the family and work, I forgot about this one. Now that I've made a conscious, deliberate decision to no longer focus on other people, I'm back to obsessing about me ( Read more... )

I've decided to make a conscious and deliberate effort to kill the collective by not focusing so much on what they've said and done to me in the past. These people are no longer a part of my life so they will no longer have an effect on my self-esteem. And that goes for the people I know now as well as those I may meet in the future. I will place ( Read more... )

and I'm not having it, okay? But I need to journal about that little bitch's remark to "get over myself". No, sweetie, I'm just finding out who I am and I've just started having a love affair with me! I was tempted to remind her of Nelson Mandela's famous words. Then decided, nah... this is something I especially need to do for myself.

"...My ( Read more... )

Well, well... I may have opened up a can of worms. My dear sweet cousin sent an email about my Father's 91st birthday party and I responded with a caustic comment about families and their pretentious bullshit. Then I told them they owed me and Lana an apology from their Mother's birthday party ( Read more... )

Every time I think I've got a hold on my rage at work something new happens to remind me I've still got a long way to go ( Read more... )