I got my first black eye ever. It's on the side with my birthmark, and it's above the lid, not below.

I wish I could take a picture. This is special.

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...to carry on... with the show ( Read more... )

You can speculate about it in whichever way you please, but the ultimate truth is that my path to Hell was opened by being employed. Specifically, my last employer ( Read more... )

My friends are more reliant than my parents. When I say 'parents' I of course mean my mother. Whenever I say 'family' I mean 'mother and brother'. My dad has diplomatic immunity because even though he beat the shit out of me until I was 12, he was never bad. He was just imitating what his parents did to him to make him good, and his IS good ( Read more... )

I've never had much, but when I had some it was stolen or destroyed, Indian-given or otherwise reclaimed. Just let me be, let me be me. I won't believe you anytime soon cos you would never let me forget what I did to you. They say the total is the sum of all parts, but what if some are missing? You've got no heart ( Read more... )

I always thought the "too nice" thing was a thinly-veiled excuse that hid the reasoning that one possessed some other despicable physical or personality trait.

Now I know different. Unless I am wrong about it and just being totally hard-headed, arrogant, and butt-hurt.

Has anyone ever denied you because you were 'too nice'? Yeah.

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This one time when I was 19 I was completely suicidal and crying to the point of hysterics. I called my parents for solace (hoping that perhaps they might tell me they love me or something ( Read more... )

Grown-ups are boring.

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Yesterday saw the coming and going of the first rain of the season.

Vomit wine.

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I got Vilya in the mail on 7/17/05 ( Read more... )