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Fuck
Uh, I looked through some old post of mine and wow I was fucked up, lol -
Blah I Need a New Job And Some Edu-fuckin_cation
Applied for a job not sonic related and to ESU. Hope I make it but if not then FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! I hate fast food!!
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Lol
Stupid asshole people should be stabbed and die.
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Cuz I Havent Posted In 2 Years
Holy shit! Time has gone by so fast. Im old now, 22. I got a dui so my life sucks. Uh, dont drink and drive no matter how awsome it is cuz when you get caught its over $1000 down the drain. I mean you can if you want but fuck that Im not getting my liscense taken away again and geting stuck with probationy shit. I wasnt even swerving. Cops are ( Read more... ) -
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So like it's been jus a little tinnie while since I um posted anything. I've been shooting up and getting cracked and methed out and sucking dick for more crack money, heh, jus kiddin. Well My retarded ass boy friend is in jail AGAIN, which sucks ass. I'm really sad and lonely so I thought I would post a lil sumthing. in 32 days I'll be 21 and you ( Read more... ) -
What The Fuck?
Heh, it's me bitches! Ya never thought you would here from me again huh? Well it's me and I am back for now. No I wasn't just sent back from a mental institution, shoulda been but not. I'm just chillin in my shity little town. Well I'm on a diversion now for smokin da reefer, but otherwise I'm alive! My boyfriend was driving my car, I left my weed ( Read more... ) -
About Time For AnUpdate
Well it's been at least two months since I've updated this journal, which is for me, so I guess I'll get some shit out, because I can. After I left off, I needed some drugs, oh yeah! Well I remembered someone who used to hook me up when I was around 16 yrs old. We had a deal, as long as I let him drive my car, he's like 1 to 2 yrs younger than me, ( Read more... ) -
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I'm getting so fed up *literally* with myself! Why can't I stop eating? Where is my fucking willpower? I'm nothing. No, I was wrong, I am something, I'm a fucking loser! I'm so depressed, so very depressed. It's just in time that I will take my razor blade and slash another clean cut into my flesh, watching my blood drip in a satisfied, yet numb ( Read more... ) -
My Fucked Up Poems
The Pain is Killing Me
How about a crash,
Watch my fat head smash,
Maybe an overdose,
Slip away as I'm comotose,
Suffication will do,
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I'll start with the good. I got my hair dyed *again* a few days ago. It's kind of a blondish-white color, then the underneath part of my hair is black. It looks pretty cool. At least something of mine looks bearable. It makes me look pale a little bit, but I am pale, so I guess that's ok. It offsets my black XXL shirts and my saggy jeans, which I ( Read more... )