Wow, now someone obviously wasn't too happy about my journal, but oh well, it really doesn't matter much to me. I've started feeling better, not so depressed anyways. I've been working, working aaalloott. Did I mention I wrote a note to my manager explaining why I needed to work only four days a week? Well, I don't remember if I posted about that? ( Read more... )

I want to die, I don't know if I actually wana die, but it feels like I am dieing anyways, for better or for worse. I HURT SO BAD!! I don't know what to do. No body here is gonna help me. No one is going to save me from myself, especially not myself. I doubt that will ever happen. I feel so empty, on fire, like I'm having my insides crushed by a ( Read more... )

Errr...well, I enjoyed my vacation from everything. I love vacations...I had a whole week to do whatever I wanted. I went to Worlds of Fun, road roller coasters, some killer water rides, and some spinny rides which really didn't aggree with me too well, I think my brain was still rolling in my skull the rest of the day. I road horsies, almost go ( Read more... )

God, everbody hates me, I don't know why, but they do... I must have "HATE ME" in bold letters on my forehead. Well, I guess I should back up my everyone hates me story. You see, I got sick at work a little less than a week ago. I was ok all day untill I took some dieretics for that horrid time of the month. Soon after that I got nauseated and so ( Read more... )

I popped too many sleeping pills last night or yesterday morning most likely, finally passed out at 7:00AM. Around 2:00PM one of my managers called and left a message that I was supposed to work 1:00-9:00PM. I thought since I was late for work, I might as well sleep some more. I got around and called my work around 6:30PM, so it wouldn't be a "no ( Read more... )

Just one more day or I'm gonna get pissed at live journal. They have one more day or I'm gonna GET PISSED AND....well, I guess nothing...It sucks being one of the little people in the world. I'm gonna check my e-mail and see if they replied to my bitchy ramblings. By the way, I WILL REPLY TO EVERYONE, I'm so sorry, I'm so caught up in alot of shit ( Read more... )

WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO MY FUCKING JOURNAL. IT'S ALL FUCKED UP AND OUT OF ORDER. THAT SUCKS *SIGH* ....

I finally cleaned out my car *throws confette**horay*. I washed it, though it's still fucking dirty, cuz the friggin car wash wasn't powerful enough! I used like $5.00 for all that, cuz I'm, uh, slow. I got home, touched my shiny masterpiece, and it had a nice little trail of dirt right in the middle of my car. Not to mention I used high powered ( Read more... )

I finally cleaned out my car *throws confette**horay*. I washed it, though it's still fucking dirty, cuz the friggin car wash wasn't powerful enough! I used like $5.00 for all that, cuz I'm, uh, slow. I got home, touched my shiny masterpiece, and it had a nice little trail of dirt right in the middle of my car. Not to mention I used high powered ( Read more... )

The past few day I've been so happy acting a hyper as hell. It was nice having a ton of energy. I've been getting my adrenilen junkieness fufilled at my wonderful job at McDonald's. I run around all over the place, trying to do everything, I love it when buses come in. We have alot of new workers now, I'm used to us being short of workers, so I try ( Read more... )