I'm sleepy, I don't wana go to bed, bleh, stupid sleep, it's so time consuming. I finally paid my tickets, one day before they were due, ha ha! I wonder if that pissed them police people off any? I hope so, or maybe I shoulda just waited an hour before my court date, he he, that's be ausome, but I'm too lazy to get up in the morning and get a ( Read more... )

Long time no write...Well, right now I'm extremely pissed and depressed. I've gotten 2 tickets in my car in a months time. One for going 88 mph in a 65 mph and not wearing a seat belt, second for not "completely" stopping at a stop sign. At least I fucking yielded, I coulda just flew through it! Fortunately I was able to shove my seat belt behind ( Read more... )

No more drugs, at least not meth. I've finally realised all the people I've hurt, when I was only trying to hurt myself. I don't want the drugs to control me anymore. I am in control of myself and nothing else is going to take that away from me again. Boyfriend's gone, thank God. Sick little bastard cheated on me with his baby's momma. I'll write ( Read more... )

I need drugs, I need speed. I'm addicted. I have to quit. Like 3 days ago my boyfriend was doing a deal. He said I could not have any of the product. I argued, got pissed off, begged him to get someone else to drive him, because I just can't be around speed without doing it. He went inside to do the deal, while I sat in my car. I was feining like ( Read more... )

I need some drugs! I'm depressed! My boyfriend hasn't even call me, even though I left a ton of friggin messages on his phone. It's 1:21 in the fucking morning. I hate everything. Ok, happy place now. I got my taxes done, Yay. Although I ate too much today. I feel horrible, fucking pizza! I gotta make up for it tommorow. Only two small "meals". ( Read more... )

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Sometimes I wonder if my point of view even makes since to anyone but me. I hope Vixen ( Read more... )

I know I've been neglectful to my groups lately. I can not promise ( Read more... )

Whatever, this is so fucked. I want to be friends with Vixen. I'm sorry ( Read more... )

*crawls out from the dark side of her mind* I guess I'll spare a moment typing. I've been through hell lately. I've been poked a prodded like a fucking science experiment. Not only did I just find out I have a seizure disorder and there is some wierd colored spot in my brain, but there is also more of me to poke and prod, because I keep eating like ( Read more... )