Hello, it's me again.

As always, when i post here, i'm usually going crazy.
it's 4:30am (though because of daylight savings time it feels like 5:30am)

My mind is awake and moving at 123452152345346534532453 MPH...

So many things going through my head right now, and so i'm trying to sort them out here.

( Click here for my ramblings... )

you guys are right ( Read more... )

i feel insufficient ( Read more... )

I find that my success as a student may be questionable, considering the fact that when it comes to many courses that i must take to gratuate i find that i just don't care enough to do the work ( Read more... )

I'm not trying to be melo-dramatic or anything, but i really do feel this way ( Read more... )

As I am now living on my own in Long Beach, i have a lot more time to myself in which i can reflect ( Read more... )

I'm way overwhelmed ( Read more... )

Yeah, so i kinda don't post here anymore, but i decided i'd drop a word here or there just for old times sake ( Read more... )

Contrary to what you might think based on my last post, i'm actually doing quite well ( Read more... )

I can't stand it when people try to "protect" me by keeping things from me ( Read more... )