I bit the shit out of my cheek at lunch, and no matter how disgusting and painful, I can't seem to quit tonguing the wound. Clive Barker once compared a fascination with dread to this same situation ( Read more... )

Cigarettes and chocolate milk ( Read more... )

Shelter
Naptime
A new outfit
Naptime
A clean house
Naptime
Naptime
Naptime

I gots the seasons on my mind today. It feels so deceptively spring-like. Just makes me want to gouge out my eyes even more, since I'm stuck inside. Still, it hints at all the lovely times that usually occur for me during the spring. I seem to get into a lot of trouble, but have a lot of fun. And of course, everyone knows how I feel about ( Read more... )

Is there anything better than the smell of impending rain? The only thing I think could rival it would be the scent of an old paperback book...and I still think rain wins. It was the first thing I smelled when I woke up this morning-what a thrill!

To you: I spent a year and a half with you, and I'm glad I guess to say it wasn't entirely wasted. You taught me a few things. Mostly, that you are a big fat a-hole. Also, that I needed to chill the fuck out. Most importantly, that the only things that affect me are the things I allow to do so. I thank you for that enormously, because it ( Read more... )

Dear New Year ( Read more... )

It has been a strange holiday season, to say the least. A mixture of absolute sloth and strange occurrences, of new connections and old wounds. It feels strange to say, but I feel like I've changed somewhat during the last couple of weeks. I couldn't really say how; I just feel...different ( Read more... )

My hands are freezing! I've never been this cold in my life! I swear, my office walls are made of paper and spit, because it's so cold my body functions are becoming sluggish.

Last night, my eyeballs experienced something truly amazing in its horrifying glory. I have never before, and will hopefully never again see the likes of a mid-forties drunk slut with stonewashed jeans and the biggest camel toe I have ever unabashedly stared at. I want to vomit and laugh at the same time just thinking about it. The whole time we ( Read more... )