Fuck it I'm becoming a nun.

[nomadgrey]

I just keep hitting this wall of despair; my youth is passing me by as I sit in a cube yet I have absolutely no desire to engage in any of the neatly packaged entertainments of my peers. I have no desire to go out and drink or sit home and do drugs, I have no desire to go play the actor just to pull some pussy, I have no desire to go to museums or

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[dogeeseseegod]

blah. i always thought you'd make a seriously cute girl if genetics had played out differently, but a nun? no sirree.
but let's be frank, do you HAVE to stay in the cube world? is that the only route to the life you ultimately want? if not, GET OUT ALREADY! but if so, well, dang it.
but, even if so, mayhaps you can start planning your way out in the next year or two. if you can just envision your life beyond cubes/nunneries as the logical next step and an entirely real and exciting and grasp-able thing, you'll realize you are not truly boxed-in. if the way out is through, then you're well on your way. keep your eye on the prize.

[lordcamiliano]

I've been there, little bro. Sounds to me like you (a) need a new group of friends and (b) some fresh air. I suggest you go do something totally different and hang out with the people who happen to be there too. See if anyone wants to join you at an archery range or something.

Above all, keep your chin up. This, too, shall pass.

[nomadgrey]

Well yeah, I definitely need (a) but I'm in DC... my (a) don't live 'round here. I got (b) in a 12 mile hike and then a 10 mile bike in the rain the other day, but I'm not really into the (a) involved there either. Just not my part of the country is all.

Whatever. It'll pass. I'll give it a second year. : )

[moss_mystic]

it reads to me as though your organism is trying to get some truth into your mind. what awaits you if you determine to block it out?

Niiiiiiiick! <3

[nomadgrey]

Nah, no worries; just a rant. I finally said yessssss and blessings abound. Where you at? Call me.