Ok... so this weekend was really hard for me... it sucks... knowing that its over... and he isnt going to call to say that he is on his way... or just call to talk until we fall asleep on the phone... last night i tried to talk to him... but i just ended up starting a fight... i guess thats just how i handle this... i feel like if i get him mad ( Read more... )

It's easy to turn a friendship into love... but it's hard to turn love into a friendship...

I knew I loved you when there was nothing you could do to make me want to leave you... But then you did everything to test my love... And now I find my self walking away... Maybe I'm not as strong as you need me to be...

How come girls are more likely to ( Read more... )

• i got my hair cut today...
• and my eye brows waxed...
• thats deff. hott...
• so i thought id let u all know...
• bc it made part of my day

slept over tabbi's last night... had fun... talked about steve and stuff... it helped alot...thanks tabbi...

woke up this morning and went to the MS walk... it was fun... we got tired... and i got blisters from my flipin shoes...

amanda is sleeping over 2night and prob. coming 2 my sis' softball game 2morrow... should b fun!

its getting easier ( Read more... )

Ok... so friday wasnt too bad... i flipped out on alot of people that got on my nerves... i punched a locker and cut my knuckles...but i only cried once when i first got to school and reality hit... after that  i was hyper and happy like i used to be... but it was all fake... i did it because people told me not to show him how hurt i was... but it ( Read more... )

It's over...
There is nothing I can do to change it...
They warned me...
I should have listened...

I Love Him...

This is the short story that I had to write for English... It made my mom cry and I did let a few tears out too... It's really long... But I want to know what everyone thinks of it... The main idea is about Kait's mom... I added some to it because my teacher didn't want it to be completely true... That's also why I changed the names... Comment ( Read more... )

• also amanda m. idc if you dont like me, i never blamed you for anything, and im not trying to start s*** with you either, but you have no right to be saying anything about me running and telling steve, i obviously wouldnt and wasnt even planning on it, this has NOTHING TO DO WITH STEVE, so idk where you would even come off saying that, why would ( Read more... )

You never realize how out of shape you are until you're put to work...

I just finished doing yard work with my mom... We had to rake the side yard and pick up all the twigs, leaves and crap... It wasn't even that hard... I was just extremely lazy during the winter... So I did a whole lot of nothing... So getting outside and actually doing ( Read more... )