I'm still alive

(mostly those who don't think its necessary for them to do any kind of work/research at ALL when posting in forums, on journals or anything like that ( Read more... )

is it so much to ask of a loved on to hear from them how they feel about you, where you stand in their life on valentines day?
I don't think I ever really celebrated the holiday.
and this is the only thing I ever asked for.

I got a job.
they put me in the cooler all night
because thats my job
i got sick
cause it was freezing in there
for 10 hours
called in sick
got fired
have pneumonia
YAY!

one guy actually told me "its not so bad when I have something to distract me" as if i had to actually -work- at distracting him so he would keep his mitts off me, cause all he thought about otherwise was fucking me ( Read more... )

so here i am doing so well with my emotional development, facing fears, letting go of people in my life who only drag me down, becoming more self aware of my actions and not letting myself get so defensive or paranoid all the time ( Read more... )

i'm not a perfect person. there are many things i wish i didnt do ( Read more... )

Everywhere I turn, I hurt someone ( Read more... )

o.o *blinks* bored at work, and listening to the radio...Apparently there was a semi (for those back home, an 18 wheeler) trying to outrun a train. and failed *kersmash!* I wish I'd have been there to see that, and part of me inside, some wicked little thing dwelling in my breast chuckles and goes "was it a passenger train?"

So, surprising tid bit # 1. I'm single...again. And this time, I have no plans to hook up with, or date or even think romantically about anyone. There's no one on my mind right now in that respect ( Read more... )