i'm in san francisco and it's FUCKING GORGEOUS!!! sunny clear blue skies and WARM, oh my lord what a welcome. i'm so happy. i don't think the weather has ever been this nice when i've been here.

not to mention, girlyman tonight!

and soon, reuniting with another omegalove, randy! his apartment is in oakland!

ohh, bliss :)

(hee hee)

you know you're living on the road if...

*showering with a bar of soap and an actual bath towel are luxuries
*you forget to not wear your flip flops when showering in someone's house ( Read more... )

the past few days and nights have been quite wonderful. it's all felt so right, in fact that it's pleasantly reminiscent of, well...the old me. [gasp! and yes, perk up those ears!]i'm rediscovering that i can have a fucking fabulous time when i'm alone and encouraging myself to do new things (!), or getting back into something that i've forgotten i ( Read more... )

so today, a rainy, hail-y, cold kind of blah day was turned magnificent by
SINGALONG MARY POPPINS!!my first interactive film experience, and it was soooo much fun! (the best part was getting to kazoo along with the penguin waiters ( Read more... )

*i've been walking, hiking, and biking crazy amounts, and i am definitely not eating enough to make up for the change in physical activity ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )

look outside.

look at the huge, luminescent moon as she tickles the tree tops, rising, rising, rising, preparing for to be whole again.

isn't she gorgeous?

isn't the whole thing just breathtaking?

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here i go...

i just breathed a huge sigh of relief ( Read more... )

closer to the ground now,
with sorrow and stealthi have to say, i'm not feeling as excited as i should ( Read more... )

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"it takes a stiff upper lip
just to hold up my face
i gotta suck it up and savor
the taste of my own behavior
i am spinning with longing
faster then a roulette wheel
this is not who i meant to be
this is not how i meant to feel..."

thanks, ani.
i'll just leave it at that.