this is because i don't have the balls to tell people how i really feel to their faces: only read this if you want to know what i am talking about.

i'm so sorry, i lied to you all.

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i had a bizarre and somewhat frightening dream while i was taking a nap this afternoon.

in the dream, my bed was in the livingroom, situated right between the two couches that face each other. my mom was sitting on the couch to my right, my dad was on the couch to my left. they were both informing me that the 'demons' living in the house had been ( Read more... )

i paid some money for this.

i slaved for about 6 hours (of my only day away from elise) for this.

i am not going to post on livejournal anymore, i'm going to write here.

i'm not going to write at sourtimes, either, so you can find me here.

i will still hang around myspace, cause that's what the cool kids do, but also, the cool kids come here.

if ( Read more... )

some people just shouldn't breed, and here's why:

OH MY GOD!!!

it's getting obvious that i spend way too much time on the internet getting distracted on such a huge scale ... but i wandered over to the FBI's ten most wanted list today (cause i figure, hey, maybe one of these days i'll know someone on it..) and i found it kinda funny that the only physical discription that they have for bin laden is: He is left ( Read more... )

email me dirty pictures of you with my name in marker everywhere --- i get crazy thinking about your eyes when you cry. /// i miss you all wrong.

i talk so much about wanting to write and do so little of it.

two years ago brad and i both said to each other "this is the year i'm going to write my novel" and for about five minutes i believed in us. i believed that we had it in us to do it, but unless he has his hidden in a shoebox somewhere, it didn't happen. it certainly didn't happen for me ( Read more... )

there are some moments when i honestly think things can't get any worse - like when i've been up for twenty hours and i think i'm going to be able to sleep for a little bit after elise eats but then kayla lays her flat on her back and her reflux flares up - then moments like when i think i threw my back out from carrying her carseat all over ( Read more... )

40 things ( Read more... )