"*giggles* [27 Mar 2004|08:05pm ( Read more... )

Listen, I know that I am screwed up... I wish I could change myself. I never learned how to be social; I was always an outcast, and I was picked on and everything, and I never learned how to talk to people or how to feel around people besides pain and anger. That's why I screw up everything, and that's why everyone hates me now. I was hated for the ( Read more... )

... I don't understand it ( Read more... )

“My Fault ( Read more... )

Woke up, went to school. German, we just learned about Baroque and stuff... Strange. In Ind. in Soc. we just read more of The Crucible. Web Design, we had some lady come and talk about some college... Hm... Chemistry, I fell asleep. World History... Took notes and... I don't think we did anything else. After school, I hung out with Heather. After ( Read more... )

Wow, I like that song a lot. It goes with some things going on ( Read more... )

Ok, I learned something tonight. For sure this time. She cares. And I care. She is a really good person... Read this:

( She is so cool... )

Well, today I went to school expecting bad. It was, but not the reason I thought ( Read more... )

Ugh... What do I say? I dunno... I was mad at her... But... I just feel... I don't know... I wish things were easier, I wish... Ugh... I could make them a hell of a lot easier...

I don't understand... Why is she being nice? I was such an asshole... Here is our latest conversation...

( confusion spreading like a cancer )

Oh God... No words for this, just read it.

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