Fuck her. Seriously... Read this bullshit:

( Bullshit: )

I woke up at about 2 today I think... Not sure... Not keeping track of anything anymore... Nothing matters after you lose... Or I guess can't have what you love ( Read more... )

This morning I found out that she went back out with her fucking prick of a boyfriend, Josh ( Read more... )

This is the worst I've felt in... I dunno how long. I am at the point where I could just jump now... After the excellent day I had yesterday with Francesca... After she got home from work and went online... We talked. Everything went to shit. Here is the conversation (it's all my fault, if I weren't so stupid...):

( The day I lost my way: )

“Unnoticed ( Read more... )

Wow, today was awesome. Well, actually, alst night and today. I had another conversation with Frankie last night on AOL, here it is:

(I exited out of the first 20 minutes of talking on accident.)
( Second Conversation with Francesca: )

"All Alone ( Read more... )

I am liking this girl a lot... I'm scared...

Went to school, then work from 6-10. A pretty good day!

Talked to Francesca online. She is a really cool person. Here is the conversation:
( The conversation: )

"Dark Place ( Read more... )

Today was... Ugh... I don't even want to say anything. Ok, I got up, and just did nothing at my house for a while. Then I left and went to the mall. Ted gave me $20. I went to Lakeside Mall, and went to Hot Topic, FYE, and Spencers. Thee only stores. I bought a Slipknot thing... Flag, or something... I dunno, but it's cool. Then I left, and as I ( Read more... )