the thing i like about timm's house is that he and his roommates collectively own all of the 'adult swim' material that i have been missing out on without cable. over the last two weeks i have gotten more than my fair share of 'aquateen'. and that makes life feel full ( Read more... )

timmathee and i went to see "x-men: the last stand" last night ( Read more... )

only i'm not. but i kind of wish that i was because when i heard that line the other day (off of a rather lame children's movie) i wanted to own it ( Read more... )

and i also gave my two weeks notice for the teen center last night.

...i have things to say about this. i just...yeah, it fucking sucks.

for any of you who have been reading my writing for some time, it should come as no surprise that my relationship with my father is...well, complicated. perhaps every person who reads this entry will claim that their fathers are difficult as well. that their fathers are stubborn. that they refuse to listen. and if you were to suddenly be sent ( Read more... )

lilly was there last night. at fioa's third birthday party. my heart lept and my stomach dropped. seeing her threw me back into a kind of whirl-wind time of my life. she was only three when i had last seen her. small. with long hair. running around in pajamas or naked. calling me "samanda". i had known her when i first arrived to seattle ( Read more... )

...that's what i said. tonight. while i was babysitting sophia at her father's office party. he asked me what i wanted to drink. and i thought about it for all of two seconds. because two seconds was long enough to recall the fact that i was restraining myself from killing her. i didn't answer immediately. why not? probably because my jaws ( Read more... )

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in so many words ( Read more... )