So this is getting better and better.  I am now down to 167 lbs.  Now that I'm out of the 170s I dont feel like such a fat cow!  I feel like I am at a more manageable weight.  I am training hard and hoping to do this fitness modeling show thats coming up in a few months.  I am TOTALLY feeling like I am gonna be ready!!!  Its been so long since I've ( Read more... )

Well I havent been around since last December, wow.  Partially because I didn't remember my password, partially because I have been doing a LOT better lately!  So here goes:  I am 5'11" tall, 171 lbs right now.  And I feel TERIFFIC!!  I am much happier now than I ever was.  I was 184 lbs 10 weeks ago.  Now I am 171.  I love it!  I am feeling great ( Read more... )

So I haven't been around in a while.  I used to update so diligently before.  Honestly I have tried to get away from Livejournal because it just reminded me how much I used to like to fast and do things the "improper" way... and now I feel myself leaning toward that again.  I have been at a gym for 8 months.  I have GAINED weight.  When my trainer ( Read more... )

Well this should be hilarious.  In a few minutes, I am going to the gym for my 6-week re-evaluation to check my progress and switch my plan.  This should be really great when they weigh me and measure me today and I am the god damn SAME as I was 6 weeks ago!!!  My weight will be the same, my measurements haven't really changed!!!  What the hell are ( Read more... )

Well rememer the 4 pounds I was happy to lose that one week after plateauing for so long??  Apparently that was a funny joke my body was playing on me because those 4 pounds reappeared magically!  HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE?!?!?!?  I hate myself.  I've been workingout at this new gym now for about 6 WEEKSSSS!!  I am THE EXACT same weight NOW as I was ( Read more... )

I LOST 4 pounds this week!!!  How niiiiiiiice is that... I was having a really shitty week until I hopped on the scale today and dropped 4 lbs.  I haven't lost weight in about 16+ weeks (from plateauing and my back surgery... certainly NOT from lack of trying)  Maybe I should play the lotto???

Hello everyone.  I joined a GYM.  Awesome!  I started workingOUT again after my back surgery after completing week 4 of resting.  I feel GREAT!!  And I weighed myself after surgery...scary, but not really.  The more important story is that I went to a wedding yesterday and looked so fuckin hotttttt!  I've really outdone myself here!  You know how ( Read more... )

Wellllllll, I joined a gym.  Rules of my post-op back surgery specifically say I cannot workOUT for about 6 weeks... I completed 4 WEEKS and fuck it, guess who's starting a hardcore workout on Monday at my new gym???  Yeah, me!  And I'm stubborn as hell but I've suffered not being able to workout for 4 weeks already and I'm gonna be sick if I ( Read more... )

I am friggen suffering!  Its on the 3rd week now that I can't workout because of my back/neck surgery... fuck!  I am going nuts just sitting around the house... and secretly, I did take a few 5 mile hikes and a 9 mile bike ride last week... but I'm sure I still gained weight.  And u know what else?  Secretly, I am gonna do my elliptical machine ( Read more... )

Hello everyone.  I have returned.  Sorry I was gone... I was away for almost 2 weeks... THIS SUCKS!  Hey there, how are you all?  Remember me?  I am the compulsive over-exerciser, the girl who works-out at the gym for hours every single day no matter what, the girl who lives to workout and can't imagine doing anything else, the girl who exercises ( Read more... )