No one be alarmed or anything:  I workedout EXTRA this week... more elliptical than usual, burned a lotta calories, ate within my calorie limit..................................................................  Get ready for this..................................................  GAINED 1.5lbs!!!  I am now 165.5lbs.  I do EVERYTHING right and yet ( Read more... )

Yay me!  Its now been 12 WEEKS and I've been the same weight +/- 2 lbs!!!  Yessssssss!  5'11" and 164lbs still.  Fucking beautiful, what am I gonna do with myself??  Once again:  I workedout everyday, ate my healthy meal plan everyday and gained a pound.  Haha, the scale won't move off the 160s for 12 WEEKS now!!!  What the fuck do I do about that ( Read more... )

Sooooo fuck.  I workedout EVERYDAY this week (as usual) and ate my pre-planned meals, healthy stuff with no junk food or shit... gained another pound!!  Awesome!!?!  So I've realized I fucking hate myself.  I TRY SO HARD, FOR NOTHING.  It has now been 10 WEEKS!!!  I've been the same weight for 10 weeks straight despite all my workingout and eating ( Read more... )

Well I can only be upbeat and optimistic for so long... after I continuously try so hard and don't meet my goals, I get a bit depressed and start thinking of other alternatives.  I gained 1 lb this week.  HOW?  Well obviously from workingout EVERYDAY and following a STRICT meal plan.  You can see how I would gain weight from that, right?  NEITHER ( Read more... )

Apparently I am gonna be in the 160s for the rest of my life!  Now I KNOW I've been losing weight!!  My ass is sooo baggy in my jeans, smaller legs even!  WHY doesn't the scale know it too???  So now I am 5'11" and 162lbs.  Its been +/- a pound from that # for 3-4 weeks now!!!  And I'm trying sooo hard.  GOOD NEWS:  Lost 1/4" on my waist again this ( Read more... )

I happen to love Wednesdays!  And why?  For some reason, every Wednesday, I notice that I am losing weight and my clothes are feeling bigger.  Never any other day of the week... just Wednesdays... Its a nice realization actually.  Let's see what the scale says Saturday morning though!

So I am 5'11" and 163lbs this weekend... and that's great!  WHY??  Because I just got my period yesterday and I'm always 3-5lbs heavier during it... so only being 1 lbs higher this week is a good thing!  AND everything about me is looking flatter and more toned and fit.  AND I lost 1/2" off my ribcage this week.  AND I lost 1/4" off my waistline ( Read more... )

So I lost 2 pounds this week.  But that's after somehow I gained 3 last week!?  Apparently I can never find a happy medium betweeen workingout too much and gaining muscle and just burning calories enough to show a LOSS on the scale.  But anyways, I lost 2 pounds this week so I am now 5'11" and 162lbs again.  I feel like I am going around in circles ( Read more... )

???WHAT THE FUCK IS MY PROBLEM???

Well after all my workingOUT and eating right this week I managed to GAIN 3 pounds!!!  Hahahaha, shoot me now, that's disgusting.  My thighs even managed to gain 1/2" also!  The bright side of this---I LOST another 1/4" on my waist, but thats about it.  How do I lose WEIGHT?  All I am losing is my mind!  Who loses ( Read more... )

Today is Monday, January 23, 2006:  5'11", 161lbs

GOAL:  Tuesday, February 14, 2006:  5'11", 156lbs

No reason in particular in picking Valentine's Day to be at a certain weight... Just giving myself a goal to shoot for.  And since I know the scale doesn't fucking move off of certain numbers despite all the workingout I do, I am taking it slow and ( Read more... )