I lost ONE pound.  Should I be excited?  Right now--I guess so.  Although its not too thrilling to lose just ONE pound, the scale finally moved and I did lose INCHES this week when I measured!

I lost: 1/4" on my WAIST, 1/4" on my HIPS, 3/4" around my RIBCAGE.

ONE pound isnt the most exciting thing in the world, but its all I have right now...

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I JUST want to burn fat!!!  FUCK!  Today was my weigh-in day.  Needless to say, I am not happy.  5'11" and 162lbs still.  I am hoping that is a joke.  Yesterday I felt so great like my clothes were feeling looser and I thought I was losing weight.  Apparently all I was losing was my mind because this morning I get my fuckin period and I'm all ( Read more... )

So now that I think about it, maybe I blew that relationship situation out of proportion.  The pro hockey player I'm seeing is very sweet to me and very respectful (for a professional athlete) and is NOT being a scumbag trying to sleep with me like most would.  But when I found out he had another girlfriend across the country, I flipped out... but ( Read more... )

I am dating a professional hockey player from the NHL.

Congrats to me?  Not really.  We've been seeing each other for the last month and its been wonderful.  He's so sweet and hott!!  And respectful!  Hahaha, BULLSHIT.  Come to find out... he's got a girlfriend... and he's been with her for YEARS!!!  Haha, that's funny isnt it??  He told me he was ( Read more... )

Ok, lets be serious here.  Today was the day.  I haven't weighed myself since the last week in September where I was about 150lbs.  My hair was falling out and I was fucking miserable.  So today was the first time I've weighed myself in over 3 months... gained.  And I knew I would gain some weight going from 0 calories per day to 1200 calories per ( Read more... )

Yeah so apparently I'm seeing things... I *think* I look smaller or more toned, whatever... And then I actually measure myself and all my measurements INCREASED!!!  Hahaha, stupidest thing I've ever heard of!  I workOUT and eat right every single day... and I think my clothes are feeling more loose and that I am looking more trim and toned when I ( Read more... )

I LOVE my elliptical machine!!!  And I LOVE fish!!!  And I've been eating fish a lot lately...  Codfish, catfish, haddock, swordfish... Everyday I have a fish meal planned.  So much protein and nutrients... DAMN I feel so healthy!  I am so glad I got over my "fat-phase-weight-gain" after increasing my calories to stop my hair from falling out.  Now ( Read more... )

Happy Anniversary to me!!!  Today---December 14th is my 1 year anniversary of when I first realized I was a fat cow and I started to seriously workOUT hardcore and lose weight.  Exactly 1 year ago on this day I was 210lbs and now I'm about 60-70lbs less!!!  Congratulations to me on losing weight and keeping it off this whole year.  I wish myself ( Read more... )

Now that classes have ended, I have SO MUCH time to do nothing except workOUT hardcore.  Here's the plan:

Projected calorie BURNING:  Elliptical 60 mins = 500 calories, 1 hour Advanced TaeBo tape = 600-800 calories (who knows how much this really burns, everywhere I look tells me something different), Elliptical 60 mins again = 500 calories.  My ( Read more... )

This weekend I went to a function where there were many people I haven't seen in about 3 years since highschool.  Some of these people I was friends with, others were insanely jealous bitches (like 2 ex best friends).  OMG did I have a GRRRRRRRREAT time!  They were so surprised to see me and complimented me like woah, over and over again...  These ( Read more... )