well meghan came home today.... idk what is going on.... her parents are as bad as ever.... possible worse. i have no idea what is going to happen now. people need to die. i love you meghan.

well i am confused.... yesterday meghan and i talked again like we used to and i really liked it. i am excited to see her and nervous at the same time. here's what confuses me. she told me she would call me this morning. but she didn't. i was busy all morning and into the afternoon but when i got the time i called her. it just rang and rang and ( Read more... )

well i haven't updated in a long time..... don't really have anything to say. life's a bitch. i am confused all the time and the depression doesn't seem to be going anywhere anytime soon. some people make me forget it for a little while but it never goes away. i don't know what to do. things have been a little weird between meghan and i... until ( Read more... )

well im leaving. i have disapeared. i will be back later. i don't know when but it will be when im feeling better hopefully. that may take a lot longer than some think. i must go lose myself. i am already lost. if you need me i'll be around. but i doubt people need me for anything right now. if its important you can call me and leave me a message ( Read more... )

as the subject says WHAT THE FUCK? my world is falling apart around me. everyone gets mad at me for things that i do. what have i done? this is just so wonderful that everbody hates me so damn much. i get bithced at for things that i didn't even do. i get yelled at for calling someone back. people get pissed at me for trying to talk. what the fuck ( Read more... )

if you can tell me the song name and band that plays this you will get a big hug unless you don't want one in that case a hearty handshake. leave me a comment and let me know ( Read more... )

damn, fish you are the most helpful fucking person out of anyone. thank you. regretfully the problems i am having are not just as simple as im in a bad mood or such things as this. i belive that there is more to it than that. it seems that there is much wrong with me and i will probably be needing some kind of medication. this sucks. but its ( Read more... )

im so fucking depressed right now. i wouldn't even know where to begin to tell the story and i don't really want to. i just wish things happened a whole hell of a lot differently. fuck. and on top of it all i may not be able to even go to the marines now..... i have to go see a head shrinker and if he either takes a long time to realease there by ( Read more... )

how do i cure a broken heart?

well im leaving today. i have about a half an hour before my ride gets here to take me to the airport.:) im excited! so i probably won't be able to update until i get back because i have no idea when i will be able to use the internet. thats ok though cause im gonna have a blast! i'll be back in phoenix on tuesday so i'll talk to you guys later! ( Read more... )