i finished finals for this past semester last week (or was it the week before). i have one more to go. already the questions are pouring in. "what do you want to do?" or more importantly, "what are you going to do?" all these are meant to coincide with, "after graduation ( Read more... )

this month has been so weird ( Read more... )

...for that last post. my life is relatively "good" compared to most the world i suppose, but minor catastrophes seem to be happening at quite a frequent rate, as of late. but im surviving them one by one, and still getting the major things done on my plate ( Read more... )

fucking circumstantial depression bullshit fuck

here is a little scene i shot for my directing class last weekend. its from a book called "frisk," by dennis cooper. check it out if you have a few minutes:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FpmWZWBrWnQ

in the past few days i have learned more about video codecs than i would have ever really liked to. but i have come to the decision that i should not seek out a job as a professional editor, and i should really think about investing in a mac (in the breakup, the mac went with my ex and consequently so did final cut... so im trying to make the best ( Read more... )

woke up at noon after doing some midnight humping for a post-post-modern remake of art school sluts. got to work with andy san dimas who is totally cute and got super tan and skinny since role modeling. her bf is also a pretty rad dude and likes metal, though listens to tons of other terrible electronic music like myself. maybe a porn guy i can ( Read more... )

thats the only thing thats been in my fridge for a week.. besides a brita water filter ( Read more... )

i believe i had mentioned in a previous post: an offer i had received to go to london for work. an offer i gladly accepted. i received confirmation of the purchased plane ticket, arranged to be absent from school, packed my bags, and awoke this morning to get a call from my agent (on the day i was supposed to leave, no less) that the entire trip ( Read more... )

i did a scene with a girl named coco for the second time on tuesday. but the second time she was coughing and sneezing and telling me she had taken anti-biotics and shouldn't be contagious. i knew better, but still cary much of the youthful attitude of invulnerability with me everywhere i go, and so assumed because i most likely take better care of ( Read more... )