i was hiding from the internet and real life for about 2 weeks. something about the way work was going... steady (which is normally good)... was beginning to stress me out in more than just a physical way. maybe on a very basic level i went from super relaxed, always horny, productive, lots of recreation to .... wanting to crawl in a hole and not ( Read more... )

sooo... the past three days have been good and fucking strenuous and sometimes fun ( Read more... )

this really isnt a post about doing anything specifically... except in a very passive way. like watching a movie ( Read more... )

"Norwegian black metal is completely unbalanced - that is why it is so compelling and powerful. It is the sound of utter torment, believing to one’s core that that winter will never end, that spring will never come. It is really music that can only be made by bitter and rage-filled teenagers. It is powerful and important to have these kinds of ( Read more... )

im back on a jay brannan kick because he just released a new album (mostly of cover songs). but theres a couple originals. they are good. his voice is literally one of the most beautiful ive ever heard ( Read more... )

i refer to her as the "god girl," not because she's featured on godsgirls.com, but because she's into god. like the first time we met in person she said something that tripped me out, and i said something that tripped her out, and she tried to make what i believe was a compromise and state, "im not really a practicing christian but i like to think ( Read more... )

this was written a while ago. for school. but its something i kind of just want to put out there. its basically a critical analysis paper. but for those interested...

( On My Dirty Knees )

...and i think it was because i had to poop ( Read more... )

i was thinking, most likely because the thought was put there by someone else, that the reason it seems easiest to write about one's youth, or youth in general, is the fact that most of those who write in their adulthood are always consciously aware of experiences as fodder for an upcoming story or manuscript or whatever... my best friend carries a ( Read more... )

this past weekend i was up in joshua tree gripping on a student thesis film about a UFO hunter who doesnt find any UFO's but, instead, finds love... in the form of a desert motel owner. okay. this is not my favorite subject matter and it was kind of funny that the director looked like john levitz (lovitz? i still dont know). but the crew was full ( Read more... )