so a lot seems to have happened recently. but since id rather spend the rest of my night being a nerd and playing dragon age: origins instead of writing in my LJ, im gonna keep it simple ( Read more... )

"My only criticism of the independent music world as a whole might be that nobody waits anymore. Nobody takes their time to develop something. There's always this mad dash. Some sort of finish line to create some sort of piece of art to get a release out to do this or to do that..." J. Bannon of Converge ( Read more... )

over the past week, i turned 24. not usually the most looked-forward to or celebrated of birthdays. it doesnt mark any real right of passage or end of a decade of life. and certainly on the day of such a birthday, i didnt treat it with any real significance. i went to work, studied for my linguistics class, and watched a friend's cats while she was ( Read more... )

this really doesnt have much relevance to anyone else but me... at least right now ( Read more... )

this past week or so i have ( Read more... )

it seems my last few posts have emphasized my feeling of burn-out associated with the particular industry i work in. but every so often, a few days go by where i feel like: "yeah, this isnt so bad. i might even be able to do it forever." this thought process really has more to do with being around good people than actually working, but whatever. it ( Read more... )

So a couple days ago i found out i was going to new york to shoot a couple scenes for a new content provider for Naughty America. i havent been since my awkward 8th grade end-of-the-year field trip in which we were just escorted around to various museums and tourist attractions. so i was pretty excited ( Read more... )

so today was my first day back at work and it was really good. i was getting pretty stressed out over a number of things right before i left for my vacation (which was mentioned in a previous entry). but i came back and got to work with a really fun girl. lots of positive, intense sexual energy. after a week of abstinence that wasnt so bad ( Read more... )

just thought id add that the "Art School Girls Are Easy" trailer is up. this is Eon McKai's remake of his own first porn film. i guess thats like post-post-modern ( Read more... )

im sitting on my mother's couch in auburn, california, waiting for her to get off work and take me to the airport. since this is pretty much the end of my "vacation" i thought i might as well recount how it went. i stayed away from the internet (for the most part) until the last day or so. now its time to get back to LA and do the thing i call my ( Read more... )