( tw: im a whiny cunt )

( lets count )

( nope )

( part 1 of something i want to be able to hopefully turn into something inspiring and cool sounding )

( word barf. )

Get. Your head. Out of. The gutter.

Pull. Yourself. Together.

I want to stare down a barrel of a gun, to feel the rush of adrenaline coursing through my veins. I want the cold metal pressed between my eyes as beads of saltwater are secreted from my skin. I want the sound of my pulse to ring in my ears, thundering. I want restraint, where I am forced to sit with my clothes sticking to my skin, my hands tied ( Read more... )

NO, FUCK YOU.

YOU ARE SUCH A FUCKING PROBLEM, DO YOU KNOW THAT? YOU'RE SUCH AN INDECISIVE TWAT WHO CAN'T EVEN SEEM TO SEE WHERE HER LIFE IS FUCKING GOING MAKING EVERYTHING HER PROBLEM AND I JUST WISH THAT YOU KNEW WHAT TO DO SO THAT FOR FUCKING ONCE IN MY LIFE I CAN HAVE MY OWN FUCKING SISTER TO FUCKING LOOK UP TO. BUT I DON'T FUCKING HAVE THAT, NOT ( Read more... )

Once upon a time, we lived in a tree house, - far above the ground but just below the tallest greens that canopy our heads - and each day was a joy waking up to. (Joy in various degrees ( Read more... )

this is the shoreline and i want to kiss it.

i want to wade into the water, feeling the cool sand beneath my feet, the saltwater stinging the little cuts near my ankles. i want to feel the push and pull of the current. i want it to repel me and drag me in. i want to dive into the depths and swim with my eyes open. i want to cry from the stinging of ( Read more... )