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SURPRISE SUR-FUCKING-PRISE, I WAS DITCHED TODAY - OF ALL DAYS, V-DAY! THAT IS IT FOR J, HE'S COMING OFF OF MY BUDDY LIST, OFF MY PHONE AND I DONT THINK I'M EVER GOING TO TALK TO HIM AGAIN!!! CANDICE, TAMMY, U WERE RIGHT - AND I'M DONE - THAT'S IT, I DESERVE TO BE TREATED BETTER THAN THIS! IT'S REDICULUS, AND MY MOM DIDN'T GET FLOWERS FROM MY DAD ( Read more... )

so - i am like really happy - i feel so accomplished. i know i haven't updated in a while, i've been pretty busy. I went to disneyland with rissa, her cousin mel, jim, josh, and a friend of rissa's last monday (04/02/04). it was so much fun, i had a little tiff with the group though the following wednesday after something was said to josh, but i ( Read more... )

i dont get this thing called friendship - according to candice - ur fucked up if you care about anyone other than ur family - or more like i'm fucked up becasue i care about other people besides my family.

suicide could be a very good possibility

so i think today was a good day. even if i were to never see chris again, it was a good day. I got up at about 10:30 or so and cleaned my room took a shower, got ready and hung out with josh, marissa, and chris. he's hot, like way hot. even if he like said that he just wanted to be friends or never wanted to talk to me, it still would be the best ( Read more... )

so, i am going to stop eating, it's final. no one likes someone my size, except for the loosers i've met. i think i am going to flake on chris, dont want to deal with being hurt again, been done wwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy too many times. it's starting to get annoying and VERY old. i just think that humans should be a little more ( Read more... )

Ok, so today was ok, I went to school, felt accomplished that I went to job club (even though i was like an hour late), and I turned in my petition form to get into Math 145 and asked when the booklist for spring was going to be available. I went to Burger King and got my usual, a number 8 with a mr. pibb. The chicken sandwich. The best fast food ( Read more... )

so chris is really cute, he's just about everythin i want in a guy, well so far anyways, except for the no college thing, but that's excusable because he's working instead. i really wanted to see him tonight, i had kind of a bad day, i had to take my cousin to the hotel =( i miss her like hell already. i don't like it, i want to go back to maryland ( Read more... )

So, I talked to my mom about moving into my sister's room permanently. I want to decorate if I do, and she basically went on about how complicated it's going to be to do that. My sister's room has wallpaper so I guess she was saying that it's going to take a professional to get rid of the paper and stuff, she wouldn't listen to me about how it can ( Read more... )