I have to go out and buy a dress before 1, because i have to leave to go to Plymouth tat 1 to go to a wedding. And everyone in me house is in a pissy mood. I'm tring my best to not let it get to be, but i think it to late.

I need a drink.

He once gave me something to look forward to. Turns out he was a lesson to be learned.

Today's the anniversery of Melissa's death. I don't think anyones going to see her grave.

Who's up for a road trip to Oklahoma for spring break? I would perfer it to be someone I'm close with. No offense to anyone.

I'm disgusted with how a lot of people are acting at mott. - I feel like I'm in middle school again.

Fucking grow up.

I realized today that I'm never going to forget him. This brings tears to my eyes. I don't want to think about him anymore. I've said everything I could say- he still wont talk to me. Theres nothing more that I want than to forget it, move on. Forget about him.

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I'm not ok. So don't listen to me when I tell you that I am, ( Read more... )

I'm sick again.

                                                             
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Earlyer i was talking with Sherry about Melissa, now i cant stop shaking, and the tears fall at the drop of the hat. I'm discusted with my family about this, they act like she never existed. We'll go years without bringing her up. Its been atleast 11 years since anyones visted her grave. How can someone so treasured be forgotten so easily? I think ( Read more... )

Today is wonderful. I love this weather. It makes me real happy inside, and all i want is lay in the grass, all day!

- Spring can't get here soon enough so i can have picknicks everyday.  

The last few days I've been trying to figure out whats important to me. Yeah, that sounds like an easy question. Well its not. Every time I sit down to think about it, the only thing that i come up with is Him him him him him him him him him him him him. Some of you might know who im refering to. And damnit, that's just not good. I don't want a ( Read more... )