so no one really reads this shit anymore but i definately have some stuff to get off my chest. so im in california living with anthony. and i will be for a very long time. and i love it... but i can't deny feeling under appreciate and doubting feelings he has from me. however, i KNOW he loves me and im full of shit. i would just like him to SHOW it ( Read more... )

i like california... but it's only been like two days. i miss my mom. i dont know why, but i miss my family alot. my birthday is soon. my first one without my mom. oh well, lol i guess shit changes as you get older.

2007 civic LX black coupe.
i love it.
and now, it's all mine.

peace.

i love anthony.
even if he doesn't believe me.
and we're not THAT amazing anymore.
i still think we are.
deep down.
i bet he does too.
maybe.
no, probably.

you're very disappointing.

"i didn't care about anything. then, one day, i walked out into the street and everything was different. i went up to this woman and next thing i know she's my wife and i have a son and it's beautiful ( Read more... )

drama seems to follow me. and a great loss of money ( Read more... )

i hate this.
i don't know how much longer i can do this.
the sun better change it all.

it's funny how you come back down to earth when you have nowhere to go but home, and you don't even have to travel; it's right under your feet ( Read more... )

you know what. i'm not happy with myself either ( Read more... )

flashback ( Read more... )