dammit, I'm not even being blown off so you can hang out with your boyfriend, I'm being blown off so you can hang out with your EX boyfriend. that REAAAAAALLLLLY makes me feel loved.

oh ya, one more thing, thank you T for feeding the cat! she's not nearly as angry as she usually is when we come home!

okay, maybe two more things.. why the hell is V here and not in camp thunderbird?

right.. three things perhaps. D, have you done it yet?

um... last one, really. Everyone in General, send me an email! I'm lonely!

IIIIII'M Baaaaaaack. not that I was really gone for very long, only about a week. still. I'm back, and thats... umm... well, rather neutral, really. I wasn't extrodinarily pleased to leave, but we were all leaving, and it wouldn't have been much fun there without the cousins and evan, so it's good I came home? but now I have to work, which sucks ( Read more... )

I would argue, (of course I would I love to argue) that the idea of walls and bounderies and restrictions being a new thing, a thing of our culture, delveloped over the years, is bullshit. The stupid power trips, nonsensical rules, lies and bounderies, those are that basic animal nature shining through, because what could be more natural then ( Read more... )

right. somewhere in today and tomorrow, I have to fit in: hanging out with D ( Read more... )

we rewrite history in our minds every day. every book you read has a different take on what happened, and those books were almost all written by people who weren't there, just heard from others who heard it from others who.... ya, it's like a giant game of telephone ( Read more... )

I grew up being told that it was possible for people to overcome emotions when necessary. At every turn this is proved wrong. I suppose I end where I began. With the depressing knowledge that people CAN think. but prefer not to.

soo... was unexpectedly given the day off work at the last minute, and, relishing my freedom on this beautiful sunny day... I spent most of it sleeping. granted, I was sleeping in a pile of other people, so at least I was being social? maybe? I don't know. anyways....the bloody managers have upped my hours at work. my next days off are monday and ( Read more... )

umm... useless day, useless post.. I was looking through my magnetic poetry set and found the note book I worte some of my favorite little word collections in. I found one for many people, but some people just didn't seem to fit any of them. it isn't so much the content as the words themselves that made me think of certain people ( Read more... )

I wish the room would hold still and stop spinning