ahahahaha finally! worked at point ellice today for the last time! it's closing down for the winter early, cause nobody was showing up for tea. fabulous, that ( Read more... )

I was never that child. I never understood the fun in torturing the small animals, moths, ants.. I never liked kicking the sandcastles down, I was the one who built them and then cried when they got kicked down. I never really got the cruel jokes, especially the ones about me. I disliked people, I still dislike people on the whole, but at the time ( Read more... )

I feel happy. thats a pretty big change from how I felt a day ago, or two or three... anyways. I'm happy. because I am loved and really what else can one ask for? you have no idea how much it helps to know that N still wants to talk to me, (we kinda lost touch last year) and T doesn't hate me (I wondered for a while) and D and V are willing to come ( Read more... )

ahaha funny isn't it? everytime I write something self-centered and emo I promise myself it wont happen again (and again and again)but everytime I find myself here there,everywhere again. I not sad, I'm not.knot. naught? all for naught? for nothing? it's all for nothing. I figured that out a long time ago. but to the point really (or unreally) I ( Read more... )

I think that somewhere in my head all the emotional moodswings and trivial anger and stupidity gets build up, and when I'm tired and lonely and it's wet out and I have no retreat because my bloody sister and all her friends are using the basement all that stuff comes flooding out in one go. and then I'm emo and angry and terrified and very very sad ( Read more... )

He rubs pale chapped hands together,
mutters to himself.
She sits too still for comfort
in an armchair
hostile
in it's purple paisley shabbiness.
Both trace the swirls and knots of wood
in a foreign table with their eyes
making use of coffee shop noise
to blanket their silence.

PS:I'm not seeking praise on this, but I wouldn't mind some honest

I miss you, which is ridiculous because you never left. As much as I do my best to be self sufficient, in the end I suppose I want what most people (everyone?) wants.wanted ( Read more... )

Ever feel like they're all going a little bit faster and you're slowly being left behind ( Read more... )

did you know that if you add baking soda to yogurt it immediatly doubles in size and goes all bubbly and kind of plastic looking? in other, umm.. totally unrelated news, really, I made a birthday cake for my sister today! it was lots of fun, despite the unexpected chemical changes in the batter.

right. so... my parents still have a lot of friends in Paris that they keep in contact with from when we lived there. One of them, Jeffry Finch, gave us a call yesterday to set up a house exchange for next summer. the way it works is that my family goes to live in Paris for three weeks and he and his daughter come here for a month. then my parents ( Read more... )