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I was babysitting my old neighbors' young daughter while they were on vacation. At first we were arguing over who got to use the computer. Then she remembered being molested in the past. She wanted to kill herself, I tried to talk her out of it. I was going to call someone, her mother came in. I told her 'I was the same way'. At this point looking ( Read more... ) -
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I dreamed I was still in high school, walking to the bus stop with a friend I'll call....Switzerland. A man attacked us, dragged me off the sidewalk and raped me. Afterward I was sort of staggering home. Switzerland was with me and she stopped to talk to a friend on the way. I was put out by this and headed back to my house. My family wanted to ( Read more... ) -
Dream from 10.8.11
I was laying in my bed in my room. My father and brother were both still living with Mom and I. This was before Mom knew Dad was cheating. Dad and Mom's bed was one with a crank that could adjust the height of the mattress and the angle. He would crank it up at night and I knew he was having sex with Mom while she slept. I could hear him through ( Read more... ) -
Dream from 10.5.2011
I will preface this by saying I am college aged. My father was verbally and sexually abusive and I repressed a good chunk of that. I regained some memories recently and my father is, for the time being at least, out of contact with me ( Read more... ) -
Back from the dead with a new mission
So I let this thing go to crap. Lotta shit happened and what have you. That's a story I shall piecemeal to you over the course of the next few entries. Or maybe not, I don't expect anyone to read this thing ( Read more... ) -
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I'll sum it up for you and I'll keep it general ( Read more... ) -
Depression... self reflection...
I think I just need to vent and get all this out of myself. At least that way I can look at it and maybe come to some useful conclusion ( Read more... ) -
FAKE Fanmix
You and Me Lifehouse
[I've never opened up to anyone like that...]
[Were Dee's eyelashes always that long?]
I can’t keep up and I can’t back down
I’ve been losing so much time
I don’t know why but
I can’t keep my eyes off of you
You got my head spinning
I don’t know where to go from here
Love Lockdown Kanye West
I’m not loving you
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Ice Storm
We got hit last night, apparently pretty badly. I don't have school at all today (woot!) but i still have things to do, I have to do the shit I didn't have time (or make time) for before.
I like how the world looks in an ice storm.Preserved in glass. Dangerous, treacherous even, but really really pretty death.
We had a Chinese New Year celebration ( Read more... ) -
(This is a bit late but) HELLS YEAH!!!
Obama is still so steely-eyed. I try not to look at him as a super hero, he is just a man doing a job. But still... he reminds me every day why I voted for him. He's a breath of fresh air.
I loved that speech today. This is the day we need to move forward and keep focused on what we are trying to do. Celebrating is nice... but it's over.
Perfect Mr. ( Read more... )