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Thanksgiving succesfully navigated! Next Challenge?

PS- Yoanna House has a crazy name. She should go into real estate. "Ya wanna house?"

does anyone else ever see the potential in their body and get discouraged becuase it seems like you'll never hit that figure? I can see the figure I want if I look hard enough. Under layers and layers of fat I can see the look that I want to acheive but I feel like it will never happen. I know once I get there that figure will change and I'll want ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving. Ate too much. Couldn't purge. Too much family around. At least I didn't eat any pie. I ate less than anyone else, but I am still so fucking full. I wish I were home. I wish I could get rid of this food in my stomach. I feel ill.

I just wanted to say a big Good Luck to all you guys that have to deal with Thanksgiving. I already had mine up here in Canada and I know its a tought time to go through. Good luck everyone, stay strong. You can all do it, you are all wonderful! Never forget how wonderful you all are ( Read more... )

whos scared shitless for today? I dont plan on eating anything all day (saving my appitite) then eating only a lil. anyone else make special arangements for today?

Oh gosh, I eat so damn much =( I used to not eat and now I eat tons. Like seriously, I'm not the way I used to say I eat tons and it would be like a bagel the whole day. Like today I ate a bagel in the morning, at lunch an egg roll, fried rice, chips and a piece of chocolate, then later on I had a slice of cheesecake. I take advantage that I eat a ( Read more... )

Blood work tomorrow. Ick. I'm scared. So bloody scared and everyone keeps telling me to get over it. I'm not allowed to eat until after my blood work though so thats good. Maybe the blacking out will stop soon ( Read more... )