GUESS WHAT?

I NEVER EXISTED


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Why am I doing this to myself?

If I do become thin again, what will I do? What. The moment I become thin everything will be better, I'll be gorgeous and everyone will love me. I shall have the confidence I have always wished for and I'll be powerful, like a goddess.

No.

It doesn't work like that.

It's kinda funny.. I know this.. But I still ( Read more... )

I am thankful... That my family has enough money for luxuries like holiday decorations; that I have a wonderful boyfriend; that my pet rat has stopped biting me :P; that I go to a nice school that offers advanced classes; that I can read and write; that I have free time; that I am still alive; that my gym has 11 elliptical trainers; that there are ( Read more... )

The past couple of months have been shit. I've been so stressed out with my mom going to jail, and finding out a bunche of shit I didn't need to know about my family, plus school and the drama between friends ( Read more... )

I read lots of posts about people gaining weight around their period. I seem to lose weight, I get too ill to eat. Anyone else?

***On a side note I got 2 fluffy kittens!***

I seem to get really bloated when I don't eat, bizarrely. Does this happen to anyone else?

I've got Henry IV coming up and I'm going to be after school all next week, so essentially I'm going to go on a week fast. Only liquids, ie hot tea, diet pepsi, and water. And a shitload of cigarettes to keep my appetite down. I can do this. I have to do this. I'm reaching whale proportions.

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so i have a question...

are there any songs out there that trigger you accidentally?

im not talking about fiona's paper bag or most of silverchair. im talking about weeeird stuff that really has nothing to do with weight or food..

for me, i get triggered by wheatus-teenage dirtbag. i wanna be noel.
sooo weird. i know. now you fess up!

"It would be as simple as running away, or, if that coudl not be effected, never eating or drinkign more and letting myself die" - Jane Eyre by Charlote Bronte

I found this to be an oddly comforting thought when I read it today in Lit. We then discussed anorexia and my teacher kept staring right at me. *Hate her so much*