what the FUCK. I can't take this anymore. I really might just strop eating. I'm so tense and moody because my self esteem has gone to shit ( Read more... )

wow, I'm writing alot lately ( Read more... )

Is it possible for water retention to affect your face? I know it can make your stomach, ankles etc larger.
My face is looking abnormally podgy at the moment and I haven't gained any weight. I don't purge - I know that can cause swollen glands sometimes.
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as always an oldschool member here "xxoxoxoxx tif ( Read more... )

oh man. i have three pounds to lose before thanksgiving. thats it! three pounds to be at my first goal. totally doable. i forgot how good it felt to be so empty.

5'5
cw: 108
stg: 105
ltg:100

Well I think we have both got over the inital upset of the tragic accident and are managing to get back on track now ( Read more... )

So I made the mitake of being honest in my journal entries for my womens studies class and talking openly in them about my ED and what it means to me and how I feel about it. I was talking to my wst teacher yesterday about maybe having to miss class next week to deal with the heart monitor shit and she's pulling the whole "poor little eating ( Read more... )

greetings ( Read more... )

hey guys ( Read more... )

Hey everyone! I just wanted to introduce myself as I am the new member here. Some of you know me already (Christa :), because I have been reading this community for a long time and have contacted some of you in hope for giving/receiving support. I am so happy to be a member and please try to forgive my language mistakes, just check where I`m from ( Read more... )