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Hello World
I created this journal on April 6, 2011 for the purpose of documenting my weight loss struggle. I do have a "real" LJ, but because I'm interested in proana and thinspiration types of communities, and those interests tend to be a bit controversial, I wanted to create a new space to keep this stuff separate from my other LJ activities ( Read more... ) -
No, I don't have a formal diagnosis
But one only has to look at me to see my relationship with food is not a healthy one. You don't get to nearly 200lbs by eating apples and steamed broccoli, after all ( Read more... ) -
179.5
Does anyone still read this? How are you doing?
I lost myself, but I am doing better. I'm finally back on a downward path with the weight, and not eating too much.
Life is good and getting better. -
190.5
Finally going back in the right direction here ( Read more... ) -
Thinspo: Redheads!
I think red haired women are just so beautiful and delicate looking. I hope I can one day be like these women...
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193.5
I feel remotivated after this weekend, and I think this will be a much better week.
Today's Log:
20oz diet coke (9am)
20oz water
Sugar free gum (5 cal)
4 cups veggie puffs snack (240cal)
1 small banana (60 cal)
2 popsicles (100 cal)
12oz diet coke -
192
I don't think I'm going to log today, I just wanted to have some record of where things are. Its pretty embarrassing and awful.
What do you do to get remotivated when you lose momentum? -
checking in
I have not been doing well at all. I have been too afraid to step on the scale this week ( Read more... ) -
190
I didn't even binge yesterday. I just ate. I've gained 5lbs in 2 days. I feel beyond depressed. I am going to allow myself more than the 1 diet coke every day. If nothing else, maybe it will keep me moving and I'll be able to relose this regain faster. ONLY WATER AND DIET COKE UNTIL FRIDAY NIGHT! If my husband wants to go out to eat again ( ( Read more... ) -
Weekly Wrap Up #2
I can't believe this is today. I woke up yesterday knowing today would be such a positive thing, and then I went and ruined it ( Read more... )