So, last night after I posted about my lack of energy, I started watching TV.  One of the characters started talking about how tired he was. Then, throughout the show, he started talking about all these weird symptoms he was having that I started to realize that I have been having.  So, he went to the doctor and was diagnosed with diabetes.  So, I ( Read more... )

I 'm tired. I don't have the energy to do all the excited things I had hoped to do, nor the initiative.  I don't know what's going on; I've been eating well and exercising. Yet, I feel like I've totally crashed.  I don't know why this happens.  I don't know if I just feel overwhelmed by all my goals, or i this is some sort of physiological issue.  ( Read more... )

Happy Valentine's Day!


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I finally went to go pick up my stuff from my ex's place today.I hadn't seen him since the very day we broke up (he dumped me) and I was extremely nervous about the whole situation. I called him as I was driving up and got no answer. I called him when I got there and still no answer. I hung out at this book store near his house (which I absolutely ( Read more... )

So this boy on myspace just contacted me saying he wants to hang out and it seems totally plutonic but he's soooo cute and I'm gonna be all stupid and shy and ruin everything! I'm so excited, I can't wait!

Wee hoo

I'm housesitting in Long Beach
And I'm all by myself
And it's super freakin' quiet
And I can smoke bowls in here

Yay!

I so depressed right now that I'm about to put on some Bauhaus and dye my hair black.

No, really.

how simple am I
to believe that
simply by my name
that I could make
a boy breathe?

I'm sick again. Not horribly sick, but I have an annoying cold. Yuck.

...to NYC for 5 days. Wish me luck kids.