It's finally October.
The weather is cold, the colors are changing.
I'm not as stressed as I was before,
but those problems still haven't been resolved.

Tonight I got the chance to talk.
I talked and I had someone that listened.
Someone who likes to listen.
Never thought that would happen..

I talked about things I haven't shared with a lot of people,
things ( Read more... )

 I don't know what to do. I can't continue with astronomy. I haven't even taken physics yet. It's just too hard. I don't understand it. I'll listen to the professor and be interested, but I don't really understand what he's saying. I'll read the chapters that go along with the quizzes and just be totally in over my head. I can't grasp that kind of ( Read more... )

 I haven't been feeling so great lately.
Both mentally and physically.

I'm just so tired all the time.
I've been eating when I know I shouldn't.
I'm gaining back weight I tried hard to lose. 
I'm unmotivated to do the work I need to.
Spending too much time on unimportant things.
I've been dangerously nostalgic.
My mind is filled with memories.
There doesn ( Read more... )

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found that time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

I was 15 years old.
You told me that you love me and that ( Read more... )

I'm stressed for the first time since I started classes. I really don't think I can continue with my astronomy major, and I don't think my back up plan of journalism is going to work out either. I don't have any other plans. I hate having to decide my future right now. I'm just not exceptionally good at anything.. I'm just mediocre in a few areas. ( Read more... )

I'm homesick ( Read more... )

I'm kind of nervous about going home this weekend ( Read more... )

 College is picking up the pace. It's the second week and we're jumping into things like we've been here before. I'm not overwhelmed yet, I'm right where I need to be. Except I spoke too soon about my PES class, Stretch & Tone. I really don't think I can do it. It's too much for me. I felt like I was going to faint or pass out and I just didn't ( Read more... )

"Well, what happens if you fall in love?"
"You don't really believe that, do you?"

I think I lost part of my innocence when I lost Chris. Now that I've been through that, I just feel like I'm done with all this love crap. I really don't believe it right now. I don't believe it's possible for two people to truly be head over heels for each other for ( Read more... )

I need to write an essay about the place I call home for my environmental humanities class ( Read more... )