i can't tell which word i feel like more, "blah" or maybe "moosh." i feel like a formless jelly and am acting like one too. i am guiltily languishing between semesters refusing to do what little work i have to do. and feeling like i ought to do it. but i don't feel quite guilty enough to actually be motivated. if i actually got myself together i ( Read more... )

gah! it has been so long since i've posted! so much work done! so many trivial school-related moments of panic! so much Christmas wrapping yet to be done! more later, and i hope you are all having a very happy holiday-time :)

but i actually can't complain because it made my aunt so happy. she called me three times this week to tell me how much she appreciated me taking her van so she could have my car, and how she was taking such good care of it (which wasn't really necessary) and how she was going to fill up the gas tank before she gave it back to me (really not ( Read more... )

oh lj, why can't you and hotmail just get along so i can get the emails that tell me i have messages?

edited to add: i posted this and five minutes later i got my first lj email in ages. ha ha, my next post will be about getting a new car.

and now for much paper-writing... to be followed by much dinner-making, i expect.

well i went out grocery shopping this morning. and i think there is a good chance i will dry off by tomorrow. now to make a chocolate cream pie. a very, very big one.

well i'm back. not that i've actually been anywhere. i've just been, i don't know, intellectually listless? dull? i got through my midterms and i was so tired i just couldn't get so i felt rested again. and i kept feeling tired and uninterested, and thus became even more tired and uninterested and unwilling to put forth the effort to do anything ( Read more... )

well i haven't posted in ages, and that's mostly because nothing much has been happening. and that's not a bad thing, and i certainly can't complain. i've been doing my work for school (mostly papers and some presentations in the mix too), and so far i've been keeping up with it. (but i haven't had all my exams yet, so there's plenty of time for me ( Read more... )

ahh! tomorrow is the first day of October! which means i have a (short) paper due at the end of the week. which means i need to start writing. now.
if you see me loitering, give me a kick. because this paper needs writing.

i was thinking about work today, and even though i hate to admit it, i miss it. but mostly i just miss tim. even though i know i sound pathetic, i kind of don't care if i do anymore. this is how i feel, and that's that. obviously i wish i didn't care, but i do, and pretending i don't (at least here) won't make me feel any better ( Read more... )