just had an angry text from Mick

he said everything he took out he destroyed and he wants the tags back because i don't deserve to have any part of him and as of tomorrow his cell number is dead.

this was after he called me saying something important came up and he wanted to see me.

i have no idea what happened.

Mick finished taking everything that was his out of the apartment. There are blank spots and an empty bureau. I'm happy he took the presents we've bought him over the years though i'm not sure if he just put them in storage or at home. I managed to get a set of his dogtags from him. I asked. He said when I leave Moncton that I have to throw them ( Read more... )

actually Mick broke up with me.

it's what i wanted, right?

then why am i so fucking upset????

there is little to say.

G called today early enough so we could talk for a couple of hours. Mick called during the conversation. I told him i was on the phone with my mother. So I went back to talk to G then called Mick while I was in the car with my friend on the way to work ( Read more... )

Happy Earth Day

go hug a tree. they have fewer issues.

rather disturbing dreams last night. kate telling me about her first sexual encounter. I have to stop watching talkshows. It's obviously affecting me subconciously ( Read more... )

hello out there

little Dorothy Steeves passed away. Carmen Bishop, as of last night when i was on that wing, was on end of life orders. Her children are not accepting it very well. They keep trying to feed her but she's not swallowing and could possibly aspirate if they continue. I suspect tonight she'd have been on NPO order. The children aren't accepting of it ( Read more... )

Hard cardio day today, no weights. Hard as in i was almost running on tread and maintaining over 100rpm on bike. Total of 80 minutes with almost all of it at target heart rate. Go me!

then my 6k walk home.

I will not be having any more protein drinks. First off they're costing me money and i can use that money to buy my own stuff. Second of all ( Read more... )