Yesterday was my day off, it sorta sucks having a day off that early in the week, now the rest of the week i am flat out working open til close. Bummer ( Read more... )

And still I will lie to you
Cause its so much easier than telling the truth
Even to myself
I could never explain this to you
Cause its so much easier to hide
I don’t know any other way to do this
To do this to you
Why can’t you understand
All the things I’m not telling you?

Its funny how little things can remind us of so much. A certain song, a certain scent, a certain noise, and suddenly its like you are there again ( Read more... )

It has become more apparent to me lately how much i let other peoples opinions define who i am. How much it matters to me that i look the right way. With this latest bought of weight obession i feel at a loss within myself ( Read more... )

So last night we went to Junior and Jeremys and got pretty drunk with them, steve and jeremys mom and dad....(strange). Anywho...I got to go to the bar for the first time ever, it was pretty interesting since i am only 19 and was dressed in a manner that made me really look only 19, but they didn't card anyone so it was ok. I guess it was fun, it ( Read more... )

The leo i rescued is doing so good! It makes me so happy to see her. She has gone from skin and bones and big and chunky! Her parasites and eye infection and calcium deficiency are gone! She eats like a horse and now weighs 30grams! (And climbing) It makes me so happy to see her...I had forgotten how much i love rehab work :)

I’m getting better now ( Read more... )

I havent posted in ages...school and work have been keeping me running around in circles. Plus i am usually at chris's where there is no computer. But i am here now, anbd chris is sleeping on the couch so i guess this is a good oppurtunity ( Read more... )

I can taste your shadow
As it slips by
Across the room
Across my life
Then out

Devons girlfriend Ashley is back in Spring Harbor again. Devon called last night to buy a half and she was at Maine Med where Ashley was being held until she was released to Spring Harbor later that night. I feel really bad for both of them, it must be really hard for Devon to deal with that. I feel bad for Ashley too, its no fun to live that way, ( Read more... )