it was just like waves were clapping against the hurricane windows of OUR living room. except there was no sound, no motion. music played, but outside of it there was so much silence. silence for so many. and yet, just for me. a novelty sized pin poised over my heart, poking it in the way that a younger sibling in the backseat forced to give ( Read more... )

Some people have life goals. Good for them. Some people even semi achieve them and feel content about it upon dying. Hip hip and two hoorays for them. Even to have a goal that you can strive towards is so foreign; I feel it must be granted upon natural chosen go-getters, a race of people as otherworldly as Martians. I do not have goals, but ( Read more... )

Don't know why I'm adding to this again... I guess I just kind of want to start up a log of writing... Something to share with people, something to develop my craft. More than just telling about trials and tribulations, a showpiece, or as close as I'm coming right now. Maybe a little about my life, as well... My writing has definately been ( Read more... )

Argh. Whirr. Sputter ( Read more... )

I have made a large effort to post nothing online and have little to no current online information in order to bemuse and deny, but now I have a laptop and today I am leaving town for the North ( Read more... )

Okay. No grand sweeping depressed/excited posting depicting a temporary burst of joy or delusionment ( Read more... )

Okay, well I'm tired and I'd like to go to sleep but I'd firstly like to say that I am doing a good deal better and feeling a good deal happier and I'd like to thank you all for your words of kindness ( Read more... )

I am in a supreme whipped cream dream funk. Unhappy with my job, uncomfortable at home, dreams filled with nightmares and days off filled with apathy ( Read more... )

Well well well ( Read more... )

I'm going to Hawaii for awhile. I hope you don't miss me. I hope life continues as if I never blew through it. If I die in a tragic plane crash I hope everybody forgets me in a week ( Read more... )