Had a short conversation a couple of days ago with a friend of mine. His ex-girlfriend was quitting her job where he also works. He said how relieved that made him feel, and how every time he walked in the door only to see her face just brought him down and ruined his entire day. I knew exactly where he was coming from. He said he wished he ( Read more... )

I heard on the news yesterday how a man had been taken from his home, tied to the back of a pickup and dragged over a mile across the road. They were talking about how it was possibly a hate crime. HELLO? ANYONE INTELLIGENT OUT THERE?! OF COURSE IT WAS A HATE CRIME YOU IDIOTS! It doesn't matter what color skin the man has! It's red now, with ( Read more... )

My philosophy lately has been to remove myself from all the drama possible. Unless someone shares on their own, I'm not asking. I find out way too much that I don't want to know. Sometimes I don't even have to ask. I wish I was 6 again. (I think that's from a John Mayer song...) Such a simpler time. Nobody stayed mad at you for more than 15 ( Read more... )

Could someone please tell me what's going on? I'm confused. Something doesn't feel... right. It's not because I want to be with her (in the words of Vanessa, "That boat has done float"). But when I think of them, I feel sick. Neither of them knows what they're in for. This will not, can not, end well. But it will happen if not stopped ( Read more... )

Yeah, yesterday some I heard a couple of different things from different people and after the first one I was already in a bad mood, but when I heard the second... I kinda cracked and just sank in my seat... I felt like one of my strongholds had fallen, and I didn't know where to turn. I still kinda feel like that, but the sting is gone, replaced ( Read more... )

Tears streaming down his face rain spattering against the windows of his soul baring the emotions setting them free WHY he screams MUST THIS BE ALL THERE IS? Is he to be left, alone, with only his tears for companionship? Only the sweet release of agonies long kept imprisoned in his heart, his mind, his soul always living, growing, stretching ( Read more... )

"Silence"... it's the new "spill your guts"! lol -Me

"What is to be must be."

Things exist the way they do for a reason.  Hardships and obstacles exist for a reason.  It is the reason that is the mystery.  There is a reason for everything.  Most times only God knows what His reasons are, and although I trust Him, I cannot help but wonder...  Has He placed this invisible barrier between she and I so ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think that, deep down, I must like being played and taken advantage of.  Why else would I let it continually happen?

I've had this journal for a grand total of 3 days and I'm already getting pissed at its continually being in "read-only" mode due to server maintenence blah blah blah.

Why? That is the question continually haunting my thoughts. I find myself asking "why?" all the time, in various situations. Why are things the way they are? Why can't they be different; why not the way I want, or the way I think they should be? The answer to every question seems to be simply "Because." Why doesn't she see me? How can something be ( Read more... )