i feel like i'm not going the right direction in life....but i turned down the other paths.....i guess this one has to be better in the long run. at least one day it will feel right i hope.

i hate my life right now...and love it at the same time.....it's a horrible example of a love hate relationship......i'm a lucky person...but unlucky in the same sense.....the glass is half full exactly so you could say it goes either way......the grass is always greener on the other side......blah blah blah blah blah ( Read more... )

i just got things in my life back to normal. i just got a full time job and put my daughter in school.......i just started getting some freedom in going out and having a social life again. i just started trying to work on things with my babys father.....and it was going ok ( Read more... )

you've got to be kidding me.......not again :( i want to go cry. i'm so stupid.

oh no. i fucked up....

it is a shame....but i just don't see it working. maybe i will change my mind. please change my mind.....that would be so nice....or maybe not....i don't know.

my own guilt trips suck.
I feel like the worst person in the world for breaking off the relationship. I can't handle it, i tried...and he is such a nice guy. I don't know what else to say about it.....I wish I didn't have a conscience sometimes.

bleh.

I dont know what I'm doing anymore ( Read more... )

oh maybe bc right after is write such a thing you try and make it all the harder.

why does moving on hurt?

:(