well its been a few days, i found a job...i think its the first time i ever sent my resume off, had an interview and got hired all in one day...lol... YAY... well its all good, its a decent job, and its close, close enough for me to walk to work...things have been going good in that area... i cant say the same for other areas... my computer today ( Read more... )

you know i realized something and today just cemented that realization for me... i hate my father... like ive always know i hated him but what gets me the most is he is the worlds biggest asshole, when i was younger, he could be an asshole, but hes gotten worse with age...and of course my mother keeps telling me that he is trying to make it up tome ( Read more... )

well day 2 of the gym, i missed yesterday, but i think its gonna become an everyday thing, everyday for about 45 minutes...sounds good to me.. well plus i have changed my diet, and restricted myself on the things i shouldnt eat and all that good stuff...im eating pretty healthy lately, im giving myself one day a week that i can splurge a bit, like ( Read more... )

you know, as i sit here with free time one my hands, my mind gets to be kinda dangrous...lol... i think of stupid shit... like my favorite and i still have yet to get the answer to this.. SO ANYONE IF YOU CAN ANSWER ME, PLEASE DO....why is there braile at the drive up atm machines? i still have yet to A) see a blind person drive up to the atm ( Read more... )

well i decided as part of my new life and my new outlook, tonight was the first night that i went to the gym... this is going to become part of things now, the gym, its all part of me needing to lose weight, and me working to change things in my life...so like i said tonight was the first night in a LONG time that ive been to a gym...i was there ( Read more... )

you know i have a long road ahead of me, and i accept that freely, but im getting frustrated with this supposed job im supposed to already have, i have been told by the guy who owns the place, that im pretty well gaurenteed the job, i have bascially been given the job YAY, well the problem lies with the guy who i will be working with, and who will ( Read more... )

well all i have to say right now, is that my life is back on track...the oil spill hasnt been completely cleaned up, but its getting there...im back on the right course, and theres only one person whom i can thank for that...he knows who he is...my life is going good, and im back on my meds, and there almost normal, and to be honest, i feel like ( Read more... )

well my bday wasnt too bad after all i guess... it started off with will telling me happy birthday first and that just kinda made my whole day...and then of course that was right after midnight last night...well then i went to bed and my parents seemingly forgot, because they waited till like almost 12 lunchtime to even say anything and by this ( Read more... )

yay... happy bday to me... im 24... and supposedly im not an old fart yet, but when you consider this means next year when i turn 25 ill be a quarter of a century old... well it makes you think differently...lol

things are gonna be okay.. all around...things are gonna be okay and work out just fine...this is the year that i know that my life will change and will grow and evolve and change into the life i want...theres been many whos helped me on this journey, but theres only one special one who gave me that extra kick in the bum to get me going the right ( Read more... )